SYNOPSIS Iâm a blogger. Heâs a writer. He was my weakness. I was his muse. Once upon a time my marriage was built on love... Until it wasnât. Where had we gone wrong? I had given up hope⦠But then he messaged me, And his words intoxicated me. Made me believe in love again. Made me believe in truth. My imperfect truth⦠Prologue The Beginning⦠I donât remember the last time I could truly say I loved my husband. To be completely frank, I believe it was before we even got married. You can hate me for this, but until youâve walked a mile in my shoes you will never really know why Iâve done the things Iâve done. Often I stare at him from across the room and repulsion courses through my veins, a feeling of dread, that this is what my life has become. I wonder why I can't just leave him. Why I can't find the strength to love myself enough and simply be happy. Was my life pleasant before I met him? Was I content? Whatâs missing now? Iâm pretty sure Iâve never truly been happy. Iâve always struggled to find where I belong, but how can I belong somewhere when I donât fit anywhere? Sometimes I find myself picking a fight with him just so he will talk to me. All I want is a little attention from him. Good or bad. Itâs sick. I know. But living in the land of indifference has changed me. I reside here day and night until the moment I snap from his indifference. Then I lash out, rebel against what has become this norm. Although itâs not right, the reprieve from the emptiness when we argue is welcome. If I left, would he follow me? Would he fight? Would he even notice? Copyright © 2015 by Ava Harrison Teasers Bio Ava Harrison Ava Harrison is a New Yorker, born and bred. When sheâs not journaling her life, you can find her window shopping, cooking dinner for her family, or curled up on her couch reading a book. Facebook https://www.facebook.com/pages/Ava-Harrison/984568204896418?fref=ts Twitter @avaharrison333 Goodreads Add to your TBR https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/25439801-imperfect-truth
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